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I do not even know where to begin. This is all so surreal, and I still refuse to believe that it is true. Losing Jack yesterday was a horrible thing for this family and a major reality check for me. I now believe the saying, "tell everybody that you care about how you feel because tomorrow they could be gone." I am going to take this to heart from now on because I do not want to feel the same quilt I feel right now. I feel like a horrible person, I never even said I love you before he was gone. I said it once every 2 months to him if that. I could not talk to him yesterday at the viewing because I was so shocked and I am hating myself even more for this. If I could give my life to bring him back even for one more day I would. I need to see my mom happy again. I need her to at least spend one more day in his arms. He meant the worked to her and he supported this family as best as he could.
I love you Jack Ferguson, I am sorry that I never told you sooner.
RIP: 1-31-07
I love you Jack Ferguson, I am sorry that I never told you sooner.
RIP: 1-31-07