I bought things for MYSELF today
Did my taxes and got a pretty awesome return :P just $300, but it really made my day. Especially since I get paid this Friday! So I randomly spent some money on myself. And it was awesome! I bought three CDs, all from the Used. Which is a band that I loved to death in high school and especially 2002. So I bought the rest of their albums that I kept telling myself that I would download and I never did. So far the best song that I have found was one that really surprised me at how it pertained to my life...
It's called "Buried Myself Alive"
you almost always pick the best times
to drop the worst lines
you almost made me cry again this time
another false alarm
red flashing lights
well this time I'm not going to watch myself die
I think I made it a game to play your game
and let myself cry
I buried myself alive on the inside
so I could shut you out
and let you go away for a long time
I guess it's ok I puked the day away
I guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way
and if you want me back
you're gonna have to ask
I think the chain broke away
and I felt it the day that I had my own time
I took advantage of myself and felt fine
but it was worth the night
I caught an early flight and I made it home
I guess it's ok I puked the day away
I guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way
and if you want me back
you're gonna have to ask
nicer than that (x2)
with my foot on your neck
I finally have you
right where I want you (x3)
I guess it's ok I puked the day away
I guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way
and if you want me back
you're gonna have to ask
nicer than that
nicer than that
and if you want me back
you're gonna have to ask
nicer than that
Other than that, I have to study today for my exam, and I have tomorrow off. Love to all. xxoxo
It's called "Buried Myself Alive"
you almost always pick the best times
to drop the worst lines
you almost made me cry again this time
another false alarm
red flashing lights
well this time I'm not going to watch myself die
I think I made it a game to play your game
and let myself cry
I buried myself alive on the inside
so I could shut you out
and let you go away for a long time
I guess it's ok I puked the day away
I guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way
and if you want me back
you're gonna have to ask
I think the chain broke away
and I felt it the day that I had my own time
I took advantage of myself and felt fine
but it was worth the night
I caught an early flight and I made it home
I guess it's ok I puked the day away
I guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way
and if you want me back
you're gonna have to ask
nicer than that (x2)
with my foot on your neck
I finally have you
right where I want you (x3)
I guess it's ok I puked the day away
I guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way
and if you want me back
you're gonna have to ask
nicer than that
nicer than that
and if you want me back
you're gonna have to ask
nicer than that
Other than that, I have to study today for my exam, and I have tomorrow off. Love to all. xxoxo