ahhhhhh
i'm so tired! i just want someone to coddle me and feed me. i'm tired of always feeling like i'm the one who always has to be the strong one and the leader. for once i want to be a follower and i want to feel strongly supported with warm fuzzies and kindness and gentleness and all that. i know the one person who should be providing that can't right now, and that's fine, but i don't know where i can seek such a thing. i'd like to feel this fed-ness before camp starts, 'cause then i have to pour myself out all over again.......