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so. I miss you very much, but even more I am bothered by the feeling that you view my friendship as disposable. and I don't know how you feel, or what you think- but I want you to know that aside from nichole, you were my best friend- I told you things I couldn't even tell her... and now I don't know what to do without you. I don't know when or how things got messed up- but they did... and I am so sorry if I missed something vital.
I'm not looking for any sort of response or apology- it's just that you have been in my dreams for nearly a month now, so it seems my mind is telling me to either close or resolve the conflict... and I've decided maybe if I called you I would feel better.
that's all I have to say.
I'm not looking for any sort of response or apology- it's just that you have been in my dreams for nearly a month now, so it seems my mind is telling me to either close or resolve the conflict... and I've decided maybe if I called you I would feel better.
that's all I have to say.