Dakota

[0letterstoyou0]

To a Boy:

fuck you.
i cannot even believe i wasted my time on you.
and i didnt realize it till recently.
you are such an ass.
but i always came back to you.
no matter how badly you treated me.
i still came back.
i dont think you realize what you had.
or what you could have had.
it could have been so much better.
but you choose to be blind.
you know, no matter what decision you made,
i stood behind you and supported you.
i dont think you realized that.
i didnt ask of much.
although you think i did.
i dont regret much.
and i dont regret comming back to you in tears to tell you how i still felt.
no i dont regret that.
because thats how i felt at the time.
you tore my heart in half, and still managed to keep me.
but you take advantage of that.
and im sick of it.
im not going to be around forever.
im not going to give any more chances.
you have to learn that you cannot toy with ones emotions.
do you fucking realize that?
do you fucking realize how much pain you caused?
or how many tears i wasted on you?
i dont think you do.
because any human being would feel guilty.
you dont. and thats what makes you a monster.
i hope you burn in hell someday.
the karma will come back around,
and you'll pay. i promise.
i hope you sufer as much as i did.
open your damn eyes.
and realize how good your life could have been.

always and forever.. my bleeding heart.