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heyyyyyyyyy it's gunna SNOW!!!! AND IF IT DOESN'T I'm GUNNA BE LIVID HEATED LIKE A MOTHER EFFER haha sooOoo today was uhh pretty neat? I went to 2nd period late, like usual, and again my teacher's neat and didn't say anything. It was cool. I got like 30 boletos!!! hahah "I made like infinity of those at boyscouts camp.." haha today was a Napolean filled day. 4th period...I reallly think Ms. Matthews is going to regret making Kelsey & I lab partners haha because we have too much fun. I looooooooooove technology...but noooooooooot as much as you love me ALWAYS AND FOREVER hahah yeah that was a goooooood ass time. Then I went to the library and did all the chem homework and just worked ahead for other stuff. It was odd, but a time saver, I had no where else to go anyways sooo it was cool. Then I went to amstud the class I dread going too..it's so booooring. And it was definitely boooring. We watched these old ass movies AND THEY'RE EDUCATIONAL ergh..frustrating. AND VIEWING GUIDES WILL BE THE DEATH OF ME. Whatever. I got a ride home from Kelsey. Then my mom came home and she drove me to therapy. I went early and I got to spend extra time there. It wasn't actually that bad. I didn't really wanna go all day but whatever. Thennnnnnnnn my mom & I went to Wingdome! YESSS luuuuuuuuuucky. Then we came home and Kelsey called me and WHEN I OPENED MY MAIL...
oh yeah, my OC SEASON 1 was definitely THERE. I was like OOOO CAN I PUT THE PHONE DOWN TO GET IT! EXCCIIITING and if it SNOWS TOMORROW what a better time to GET IT!!!!! Today was a good day..yUerp! Well I'mmmmm gunna go...do whatever now so talk to you all later LOVERS <33
love is an excuse
to get hurt,
and to hurt.
"do you like to hurt? "
"i do, i do. "
"then hurt me."
So here's your last chance for r e d e m p t i o n
So take it while it lasts, cause it will end
I won't be the one to chase you
But at the same time
You're the heart that I call home
I'm always stuck with these emotions
And the more I try to feel, the less I'm whole
I'll wear my badge
A vinyl sticker with big block letters adherent to my chest
That tells your new friends: I am a visitor here I am not permanent
the district sleeps alone tonight
after the bars turn out their lights
and send the autos swerving into the loneliest evening
and I am finally seeing why I was the one worth leaving