Apr 04, 2005 07:34
im in computer. i think if my sub asks me whyim not working im gunna tell him its because i have aids.
This weekend was alright i guess. My dad went crazy sunday morning, which was fucking awesome. except not at all. but i stayed and im proud of that. I cant make up my mind if i wanna go there tomorrow and try to work things out or if im just gunna completely give up on him. He takes out everything on me instead who he should be talking about it too. I dont wanna go there tomorrow and if he gets sad that hes lonely it will be his fault.i know thats kind of selfish but he brought it upon himself. He cant expect to blow his head off and shit all over peopla and expect them to stick around. Thats why i ran away in the first place, but he doesnt get the point. He is still convinced it was because he wouldnt let me go skating. Hes fucked.
-rocco.
ps. Go to the crew show