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im freezing. all i cant hear is ringing. Im wicked dirty and hands are blistered. I jammed friday and saturday and went to a show, it sucked. i came home and started reading livejournal. that made me feel even more crappy. Everything kinda sucks right now. school drags on and everyone repeats them selves. Nothing is as it used to be and it is jsut getting worse. i tlak to friends and they say what they thinks best for me. It gets my hope down the reason they all know __________ is because of me. and i messed it all up. whos to know if i didnt it wouldnt still be happening. i wouldnt of ended it. ive gotten about 1 hour of sleep since thursday night. blah. go die.