Dear God,

Sep 17, 2006 01:23


..its always harder living your life day to day with extra baggage. i mean if your already on an uphill trek, wouldnt you want to make things easier for you and leave your heavy bags at the bottom of the hill??? caus the easiest bags to carry are light. free of any straining weight..kinda like a fanny pack or something. i feel like right now i have 5 suitcases and 2 carryons. im so drained of just everything. i thrive off of caffeine, and energy drinks and that CANT be healthy. my load keeps getting heavier and heavier. and i dont mean to complain, because you always provide me with everything i have ever wanted or needed. but i just wish my load wasn't so heavy and things were just a little easier for me.. not only physically but emotionally. 3 of those heavy suitcases i have are just from mental baggage. things that just keep constantly weighing down on my shoulders. no matter how hard i try to shake those bags off, they just get heavier and heavier. and i know you put those bags there for a reason God, and i just hope i can see why they are there, SOON, so i can make some positive changes if the need be. its really cool that i can have so much going on at once, in your kingdom, my school, my work, my family..but please always help me to focus on whats most important in life. i have faith that you will always be the one to keep my heart in check. Thanks for my car, no matter how many times it stalls haha. Thank you for my FAT paycheck this week!! its so amazing to be able to just pay off bills and have money still in the bank. the way you work is awesome, and whats even more awsome is the blessings you give me that i dont even deserve. thank you for your constant love. you're my favorite. xox <3rachel

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