ohheythar

Nov 10, 2010 20:31

shit fuck!
hi lj, I havent been on inforeves
not much has been happening, I'm just meh. whatever.
busy, working two jobs, whole song and dance
still not on T, uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuhg
yeah
lots of shame and dysphoria accompanying that fact. had a week of tranny-panic last week, where I just flipped the fuck out and all I could think was "oh my god, am I making a mistake?? what if I'm wrong, what if I'm moving forward in the wrong direction???" but it's cool, it took alot of relaxing and talking myself through it. I wasn't really feeling that way, I was just dealing with some entitlement issues and all the rediculous shit my mind thinks, as well as some fear of rejection from just about everyone.

well, if we're gonna be honest here I'm not really updating much here anymore... if you'd like to keep up with me feel free to add me on these sites

http://www.facebook.com/?ref=logo#!/profile.php?id=100001440245154
http://dailybooth.com/Ramone
http://darthvoodoo.tumblr.com/

i love, you guys sorry about being scarce, i'll catch up with you later
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