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i really need to start working more i seriously have not had money in ages (i have been pretty much at no more than 300, at a good time, in my bank account since december, around 100 most of the time) or i need to start selling plasma/drug/stripping/robbing banks western style so i can get moniessss. mostly cuz tomorrow jess and i are going to go look at some apartments that we are trying to get either august or september. its crazy.. im growing up and actually moving out.
i know i know i know i would save a ton of money if i stayed at home but i pay DIRTTTT for tutiton cuz of how fucking poor my family is so i dont mind taing out some extra cash for room and board... thats what i would be doing if i went outta state. plus i wanna save the relationship between my parents and i cuz honestly right now its on the verge of me not talking to them anymore. i love them to death but all we do is scream at eachother and they make me feel like shit. after having them gone for 5 days i was sooooo happy and calm then they came home and i feel like shit again and i know its cuz of that house.
i cant be in that stressful inviroment for another school year... ill sink if i do.
i know i know i know i would save a ton of money if i stayed at home but i pay DIRTTTT for tutiton cuz of how fucking poor my family is so i dont mind taing out some extra cash for room and board... thats what i would be doing if i went outta state. plus i wanna save the relationship between my parents and i cuz honestly right now its on the verge of me not talking to them anymore. i love them to death but all we do is scream at eachother and they make me feel like shit. after having them gone for 5 days i was sooooo happy and calm then they came home and i feel like shit again and i know its cuz of that house.
i cant be in that stressful inviroment for another school year... ill sink if i do.