Someday you'll walk tall with pride.
What's wrong with me!? I've never been this--this emotional or anything. I just don't get it. Dorcas and Benjy's trip shouldn't be affecting me like this, I just don't get it.
I can't stop thinking--about the trip, about, the group...I just don't know. Feeling helpless is killing me inside. Everything is happening so fast now, I feel like I'm just watching it go by, unable to do anything. With all those things going on, and no one seems to know the, the pattern what if something happens to Benjy and Dorcas while they're on their trip? Or to us?
I need more chocolate--I've almost finished my stash I have hidden in the floor board. This isn't a good sign.
Just wanted to apologise to those I've upset or lashed out at, I've been a bit off lately. Do forgive me?
And as a side note, the person who left those chocolates out on the table in the common room, they were good. I waited for someone to claim them, but alas they were homeless. So thank you.