Close my eyes and I count to 10, hope its over when I open them
Well, that was---odd.
Poor guy looked horrible. I'm half inclined to tell Sirius but I don't know. I mean, he's a Black and all but still---something was off. Couldn't put my finger on it. Everything is so confusing. Perhaps I'll consult Dorcas---I think it's time we caught up and I need to see her to make sure she's okay.
I know people think I'm stupid, a ditzy Hufflepuff who got by because she showed up and was nice to everyone. But I worked hard to get here, and I may wish people would be kinder to one another I'm not dumb. I see what's going on. But someone has to be the levity in all this right? I lost Benjy, perhaps not physically but he's lost to me all the same. I feel like I failed him. I don't want to fail anyone else, I can't.
It's nice to go out sometimes and see people who have manners and courtesy. Just the other day I dropped my bag with some potion bottles and someone stopped to help me pick them up. People should remember that, common courtesy is no longer common it seems.
How are you, you alright? How's Kingsley and his Mum doing? I wanted to come but I just got on a shift and--I'm so sorry. I should have been there.
Can we talk? I miss you. Are you allowed to come out an play, can I go play at your house? Just a few hours, tops!
I think we could both use the distraction.
Em
♥
hi.