Aug 07, 2006 02:24
i cry more than i used to
i dont want to be left alone
i hate when will leaves
im scared to go to college
im scared to join a sorority
or not make it
i say bad words
sometimes im not as happy as id like to be.
im completely in love with will.
yet i was really (way too) excited when i found RL.
i checked his myspace everyday and always felt guilty.
im gonna miss my friends
sometimes i think i didnt spend enouugh time with them this summer
i know i didnt
i cant wait to get out of this house.
i love will more than anything
i miss him
im excited about starting something new
college is going to be great
im going to meet a ton of new people
my friends mean the world to me
it felt good to paint tonight
he's not THAT cute
honest
im tired
without sleeping pills
i can live somewhere else next summer
i cant wait to get married to will and to completely devote myself to him