wait...what?

[0fallenstar0]

I feel really stupid because someone who i was really close with....well lets just say were not close anymore. I was invited somewhere and then i guess all of the sudden im out of the picture, and someone new is just there. i have officially been replaced. It doesn't bother me that much. I guess i saw this coming. But come on, you cant just invite

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[x3_saraaa]

okay well with the whole Chicago thing, when i told you about it you said like how you probally wouldnt be able to go and with the whole edition thing cutting back or whatever, but like when you said that i guess i kind of assumed that you wouldnt be able to go so i guess that i just took that the wrong way. but like with the whole getting involved with different things, i cant say i'm quite sure i understand what ur talking about...do u mean like just cuz of my basketball or what? and with the whole not talking for a month i really cant say what that was all about...everytime i would try to call you no one would answer and its just not as easy for me to hang out with you over the summer when my parents are at work and theres no way for me to like do nething, so obviously it is easier for me to hang out with people that are like closer, like now im obviously getting closer again with Emily and Kathleen and i guess even Heath and Hunter, cuz it easier for me to see them since they're close. but part of the reason we probally didnt see each other for that lil month and never hung out or all that is as i said you didnt answer your phone when i called (that to blam you about that, just saying) but i didnt have any way of getting to your house cuz i've been on bad terms with my parents. i guess i've been getting in a lot of trouble and they arent so willing to for instance drive me to your house. and with the whole becoming friends with other people, yeah i wasnt sure how to deal with that either when you started becoming frineds with Carly and i guess when that happened is when i did get closer with like Emily Kathleen and actually even Quest. and with the whole like when ever i was around a guy i liked i would like ignore you, i never really noticed that i would do that...like when i think about it i realized i did, but i never really made sence of that before, and i am sorry that i did cuz im sure i did that a lot:/ i definatly hate it when we're mad at each other or dont talk and i dont ever want it to happen again BF :)

[x3_saraaa]

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