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I'm finally sending out my resumes today.
I know it should have been done a long time ago.
I'm more than ready to start venturing out on my own.
I can only hope that things fall in place.
This last year I've grown so much.
I really feel like moving away for the four months of break will encourage me to continue this. I'm starting to place a bigger importance on figuring out what exactly it is I want to do with my life, not just in terms of my career either.
I've spent the last year and eight months trying to grow with someone else. In one sense it taught me a lot about myself and in doing so allowed me to try to work towards my current goals. I've given a lot to Richard and in doing so I have put him before myself in many ways. I could never say that I regret this at all, but I do know that this experience has reached its expiration date. He's been my best friend through all of this, not just my boyfriend.
I hope that I have the opportunity to meet someone else with as big of a heart as he does.
I know it should have been done a long time ago.
I'm more than ready to start venturing out on my own.
I can only hope that things fall in place.
This last year I've grown so much.
I really feel like moving away for the four months of break will encourage me to continue this. I'm starting to place a bigger importance on figuring out what exactly it is I want to do with my life, not just in terms of my career either.
I've spent the last year and eight months trying to grow with someone else. In one sense it taught me a lot about myself and in doing so allowed me to try to work towards my current goals. I've given a lot to Richard and in doing so I have put him before myself in many ways. I could never say that I regret this at all, but I do know that this experience has reached its expiration date. He's been my best friend through all of this, not just my boyfriend.
I hope that I have the opportunity to meet someone else with as big of a heart as he does.