Today sucks.

[0ded_0n_apathy]

Today does suck. Quite frankly, this whole weekend sucks. Soccer was terrible. Don't even wanna go there. My family and Priscilla's family stayed in the same hotel in Amherst. That was the only good part, because me, my bro and Priscilla chilled all day yesterday and just had the best times. And, not to mention, we smoked reeses pieces. (Don't ask, unless you really want to know). But today is Father's Day, as I'm sure all of you know, and my dad is really depressed. My mom's being a bitch and she just left and went out by herself to get back at my dad because her mother's day wasn't really what she wanted. My household is so fucked up sometimes. And we didn't really do anything else for my dad because it was right in the middle of this soccer thing and nobody really thought about it. So I feel terrible now. The least my mom could have done was stay home and be with him. Fuckers.

He is still away :(. We wanted to do something together tomorrow because he's coming home from camp but then leaving for Florida on Tuesday. If we don't do something tomorrow, I might not be able to see him for like another two weeks. But the way shit is happening today and my parents are acting, it doesn't look like they're gonna want me to do anything tomorrow. God damnit. This is upsetting. I miss him, and the way things used to be.

That's all for now--I suppose. I worked out tonight. Proud of myself. Thank you to my soccer coach for telling me everything I need to work on to be better. Even though everything he wrote down I already do. Oh well, I'm going to show them all some day.

Brittany