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What a day. This morning when I woke up, I literally felt like crap. I wasnt even gonna go to school. But when I laid back down and turned off the light, it occured to me that if I didnt go, Mom wouldnt let me have any fun this weekend, soo I got up once again, threw on some clothes, grabbed my make up, and ran out of the door to catch a ride with Ron on his way to work. School was alright...took 2 tests I think I did okay on. Ran my mile in track...came home, went straight to bed until about 6:30 or so.
Since Dustin is in Spencer's PE class, something was said by one of their friends, which got the two of them talking about the things Dustin did to me way back when. As always Spencer got mad because Dustin was back talking him, so he shoved the guy. Nothing more happened, thankfully. I didnt realize how serious that little incident was going to be until much later today. Around 6:30 both MOm and Ron come into my room, saying that I need to go upstairs and explain a message Dustin apparently left for me. Right there I knew it was trouble. Mom already knew about what went on, but Ron didnt..so Mom told him. Blah. Ron ended up calling Spencer to ask about it, then Mom talked to him for about 10 minutes. When I listened to the message...ugh I got so mad. Dustin, not only did he have the nerve to call my HOUSE and leave a message, getting my parents involved, but he also threatened Spencer. He was like "Yeah before I do anything to your boyfriend I want to talk to you blah blah blah". Fill in the blanks. This whole incident got MOm really mad. Since Dustin sexually harrassed me earlier in the year, she's now going to the Principal this Tuesday. Now lets review the facts. Dustin is 18. He sexually harrassed me. There's a big big chance of him getting kicked out of school over this, if not even going to prison, seeing how he's an adult. Now, I can just feel it, this is going to go all around school and turn into a huge deal. Great. Just what I need my freshman year. I know I'll get called to the principal for questioning...Spencer most likely will too...so will Dustin. Ugh. It's going to be such a mess. And whatever the outcome, I'll now have people who'll hate me for getting Dustin kicked out. So most liekly I'll get bitched out by a bunch of his friends. Joy. Well, next week sure will be fun.
He brought this onto himself. He should have had enough common sense to not call my house phone of all the damn phones and leave a message like that. Didnt he think my parents would end up hearing it and question me about it? Did he expect me to lie? I dont know what this guy's problem is. Like Spencer said earlier, he doesnt know when to stop. I just never thought this would turn into such a big problem.
I tried calling Dustin after all of this was somewhat settled down, but he's working tonight. If I dont get to talk to him this weekend, it'll suck to be him on Tuesday. I dont care if I make a scene at lunch, but he will get bitched out. If not over the phone this weekend then in person in school next week. No one threatens the guy I love, no one. Obviously Dustin hasnt known me long enough to know that I'm very protective of the people I care about. Guess it's time he found out the side to me no one really knows about. If people think I"m just a happy cheery person all the time and dont ever get mad, boy are they wrong. As of right now I wish he'd get home and call me. There's so much on my mind that I want to tell him.
I'm in really no mood to type anymore..I need to go and think some of this over.
Like I said, no one threatens the people I love and gets off easy........no one.