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i-i just. how. How is it that, in my mind, Scoradh will always be sunshine and happiness and elephants, but I don't think she's written anything that wasn't horribly disturbing, depressing, and without a reference to Grease since then. This includes fic. I'm just amazed.
I mean, I have like, "4%" left in the story. But I really don't want a sunshine and butterfly ending, tbh. I mean, sure, 'Elephants was pretty depressing in it's subtext (that Timmy was fucking abused, and tried fucking killing himself, etc), and then Fool's Gold was just a train wreck that ended with lessons being learnt- which is where I see 'Storms going. I don't actually remember the Rugby story too well, actually, so, uh, that one's not counting.
But wow. Oh my god. Wow. I want to like, go just.... wow. I am so upset, yet satisfied.
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okay, so, finished. as i thought- sad, depressing, lesson learned, i called the plot twist.
there was a lot of unspoken stuff that's still heavily depressing imho.
I mean, I have like, "4%" left in the story. But I really don't want a sunshine and butterfly ending, tbh. I mean, sure, 'Elephants was pretty depressing in it's subtext (that Timmy was fucking abused, and tried fucking killing himself, etc), and then Fool's Gold was just a train wreck that ended with lessons being learnt- which is where I see 'Storms going. I don't actually remember the Rugby story too well, actually, so, uh, that one's not counting.
But wow. Oh my god. Wow. I want to like, go just.... wow. I am so upset, yet satisfied.
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okay, so, finished. as i thought- sad, depressing, lesson learned, i called the plot twist.
there was a lot of unspoken stuff that's still heavily depressing imho.