Memorial Daze
So, there's a boy named David who likes me. Well, he at least really wants to meet me. I have distanced myself from him in the past two days because there's something not right in the vibe. I'm sure he's a wonderful person (I only talk to him online, haven't me him), but it seems as though he thinks that we will meet and fall in love or something. I haven't heard from that other guy in a while, though... after I rejected him three times in going for a beer I think he may have gotten the picture. I wish the backyard man would come back home. He is really the only person I want romantically in my life at the moment, although he doesn't feel the exact same way. I am writing a song about him. Isn't that terrible!! Anyway, David wants to meet me "asap, girl" and I'm like... SOOOO indifferent about it. I'm so wishy washy abbout things like that.
Last night I was blasted and I had a shitload of dreams. Colleen was in one of them and that made me think of calling her later. I really would like to hang out with her because I think we could be more than friends. Then I wouldn't have these issues... or maybe they would be more complicated then...?
NOAH was supposed to come to Bangor and didn't make it... SPEAKING OF WISHY WASHY... this is the second time I have missed him. Oh well.
I really wish there were more people around so I could cook them hotdogs and hamburgers for memorial day.
I want to buy some clothes at tshirthell.com. It's a neat site.
Alright... time to end this because I am going insane and my food sack is empty.
Last night I was blasted and I had a shitload of dreams. Colleen was in one of them and that made me think of calling her later. I really would like to hang out with her because I think we could be more than friends. Then I wouldn't have these issues... or maybe they would be more complicated then...?
NOAH was supposed to come to Bangor and didn't make it... SPEAKING OF WISHY WASHY... this is the second time I have missed him. Oh well.
I really wish there were more people around so I could cook them hotdogs and hamburgers for memorial day.
I want to buy some clothes at tshirthell.com. It's a neat site.
Alright... time to end this because I am going insane and my food sack is empty.