really
I dont know what to do.
but i've decised, who the fuck cares?
no one knows what to do really.
we are all guessing at what is the right move, whats goign to happen next, did i make the right choice?
im not alone in my i-dont-know-what-the-fuck-is-going-on-ness.
specially with people my age,
or older than me as the cse seems to be.
but whatever, if she passes- great,
if not- whatever, it sucks but-
i dont care. we can figure something out.
I will not let myself get all worked up over it.
the only thing is that is hard to do when the person next to you is having a totall freak out and has no control over her emotions at all and for some reason finds it physically impossible ot take a deap breath and talk about somethign freaking else. or come up with a plan or ever decide what she wasnt to freaking eat.
BITCH CALM DOWN OK!!!????
look im not trying to say its not a big deal, it is, its been the last several years of her life non stop, and working very hard,
but ther is nothing you can do about it now, you need to realize that an atomic bomb has not just fallen on your head. you are not starving to death, you (as of now) have a home, and you need to calm the fuck down.
how are we suppost to make a real plan for anything? even if the worst does happen, how are we suppost to fix it if your not able to think becuase your going to explode?
you jsut need to ignore it for five fiucking seconds and chill the fuck out. and assume that your not going to die. and that plans are not a bad thing.
whatever im going to look for cheap places to live on criagslist.
but i've decised, who the fuck cares?
no one knows what to do really.
we are all guessing at what is the right move, whats goign to happen next, did i make the right choice?
im not alone in my i-dont-know-what-the-fuck-is-going-on-ness.
specially with people my age,
or older than me as the cse seems to be.
but whatever, if she passes- great,
if not- whatever, it sucks but-
i dont care. we can figure something out.
I will not let myself get all worked up over it.
the only thing is that is hard to do when the person next to you is having a totall freak out and has no control over her emotions at all and for some reason finds it physically impossible ot take a deap breath and talk about somethign freaking else. or come up with a plan or ever decide what she wasnt to freaking eat.
BITCH CALM DOWN OK!!!????
look im not trying to say its not a big deal, it is, its been the last several years of her life non stop, and working very hard,
but ther is nothing you can do about it now, you need to realize that an atomic bomb has not just fallen on your head. you are not starving to death, you (as of now) have a home, and you need to calm the fuck down.
how are we suppost to make a real plan for anything? even if the worst does happen, how are we suppost to fix it if your not able to think becuase your going to explode?
you jsut need to ignore it for five fiucking seconds and chill the fuck out. and assume that your not going to die. and that plans are not a bad thing.
whatever im going to look for cheap places to live on criagslist.