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[0behindblueyez0]

that my life is at the mercey of other people.

i cant get a grip
i cant get control

and when i can enjoy myself
something happens
and switch flips
and im back to feeling sorry for myself and
upset with my position.

its hard to keep enjoying the little things
when the big things are so fucked up
that the fuck up the other little things you wanted,.

whatever
WHAT-FUCKIGN-EVER!!!

I no longer give a shit
if my life has to suck for the next few months its ok
its ok its ok its ok
soon itll be better
soon soon soon soon
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i feel like i have been sayign that my whole life
.....................
but i think the more i say it the more i will belive it..
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but fuck man.

this summer is going to suck alot.
like , alot alot.
but i guess i dont care or whatever.
i guess ill get thu it. i guess.
god i just wanna go back to sleep.
but that wont help anyone i guess

gnite
~Kire