I have no friends
it is offical
no one gives a shit about me.
this is not a self pity party
its a fact.
so i have decided
unless you are a few select people
i will not be calling you
if you want to be my friends
you make the effort
call me.
im sick of feelling like the person no one really wants around
but they keep her around because
she is so pathetic and sad.
plus she can get us booze right !
i mean we dont have to invite her anywhere,
we dont have to call her or be there for her or act like her friend or anything.
she can just beg us to go to hang out with her, go to her partys and we get really cheep booze out of her becuse most of the time we stiff her most of the money she puts out for us.
and we can just pretend she dosnt exist whern she needs help the most.
but man she will just keep calling and keep doing it right
damn how pathetic is she
shure glad she was gone for two months that ruined her entire life
now we have and excuse not to want to be around her anymore
i was gone for 2 fucking months and no one seems to give a shit
other peopel can be gone for a few days and when they return its like a god damn fucking parade.
i didnt get to say goodbye to anyone
i didnt get to be ok with finishing high school
i didnt get time to be ready to go to collage
i didnt get time to start over
i didn't get jack fucking shit
i got to go away and forget eho i was
i got lost
you all got the best summer of your lives
i got the worst 2 months ever
i got to be abandon by everyone i thought cared about me
i got to be completly isolated form everything
GLAD YOU ALL HAD A GREAT SUMMER
well fuck that
i can become and introvertied phycomaniac
i can be my own clique of friends.
I will just start hearing voices
its not like im loosing anything
because apparantly i never had it in the first place.
I'd love it if somone whould prove me wrong.
hasn't happend yet.
and somehow i have a feeling
no one will.
no one gives a shit about me.
this is not a self pity party
its a fact.
so i have decided
unless you are a few select people
i will not be calling you
if you want to be my friends
you make the effort
call me.
im sick of feelling like the person no one really wants around
but they keep her around because
she is so pathetic and sad.
plus she can get us booze right !
i mean we dont have to invite her anywhere,
we dont have to call her or be there for her or act like her friend or anything.
she can just beg us to go to hang out with her, go to her partys and we get really cheep booze out of her becuse most of the time we stiff her most of the money she puts out for us.
and we can just pretend she dosnt exist whern she needs help the most.
but man she will just keep calling and keep doing it right
damn how pathetic is she
shure glad she was gone for two months that ruined her entire life
now we have and excuse not to want to be around her anymore
i was gone for 2 fucking months and no one seems to give a shit
other peopel can be gone for a few days and when they return its like a god damn fucking parade.
i didnt get to say goodbye to anyone
i didnt get to be ok with finishing high school
i didnt get time to be ready to go to collage
i didnt get time to start over
i didn't get jack fucking shit
i got to go away and forget eho i was
i got lost
you all got the best summer of your lives
i got the worst 2 months ever
i got to be abandon by everyone i thought cared about me
i got to be completly isolated form everything
GLAD YOU ALL HAD A GREAT SUMMER
well fuck that
i can become and introvertied phycomaniac
i can be my own clique of friends.
I will just start hearing voices
its not like im loosing anything
because apparantly i never had it in the first place.
I'd love it if somone whould prove me wrong.
hasn't happend yet.
and somehow i have a feeling
no one will.