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[0beamy0]

i said theyd never get to me.
i think they finally got to me.
sometimes i get so fed up with it all
i get fed up with everyone's lives, with my life
it makes me want to shoot everybody, including myself
not to the point where id actually do it
but you get the picture
i feel so nonexistant sometimes, so not there
i wonder how many people can see right through me?

this song reminds me of me waaaay too much. everything he says in this song i know and i feel on a day to day basis. but sometimes i also feel like the girl he's talking about in this song. like i said. WAAAAYY too much

"Scars"

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is

[Chorus:]
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last stand

[Chorus]

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever come around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
Go fix yourself

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

[Chorus x2]