the answer
i finally got the answer.
I thought i was so haunted by my ghost but in reality i am haunted by the idea of my ghost.
The answer is that i am not holding on to you. I am holding on the feeling that i had when i was head over heals. I am holding on to the way love made me feel. That means i am just missing the feeling that i get from loving someone and to have someone love me back. I miss being on cloud 9 but not with certain people.
Oh wow.
now all thats left to do is to take care of my business, enjoy being me and wait to fall head over heals.
I thought i was so haunted by my ghost but in reality i am haunted by the idea of my ghost.
The answer is that i am not holding on to you. I am holding on the feeling that i had when i was head over heals. I am holding on to the way love made me feel. That means i am just missing the feeling that i get from loving someone and to have someone love me back. I miss being on cloud 9 but not with certain people.
Oh wow.
now all thats left to do is to take care of my business, enjoy being me and wait to fall head over heals.