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well i just got done reading laurens journal and it made me really happy. its makes me happy to know im not the only person who thinks like that. when people think that things in their life are just so horrible and so freaking retarded they cant blame everyone but themselves... their horrible experiences cant be entirely one persons fault. there has to be something that they have done to make the situation a little worst. not in all cases but in some. for instance... divorces. in no way whatsoever could it ever be a childs fault. on the other hand, maybe if a friend were to do something that made you so angry and you dont really know why. just look back. im sure that you've done somehting to make your friend angry. its all karma. what goes around comes around. if you've done something to make someone angry... whether you meant you it or not, it'll come back. it will be there to just make things bad but then again you shouldnt bitch and complain. because there's always that chance that it started off with you. life is one crazy crazy thing but your just gonna have to deal with. one thing i really really dont understand is suicide and attempted suicide (slicing of the wrist) everyone goes thru shit. everyone just has those horrible things that happen to them but thats just what life is. its there to challenge you. you are so lucky to have the life that you have and its up to you whether you destroy it or not. why would you just make things more difficult on yourself by cutting yourself. what were to happen if you were to die doing that and you had so many good things coming to you in the future? you've then totally ruined your chances of seeing what you were to become. what life was going to be liked. suicide is probably the most selfish act anyone could ever do. you sit there and your like "omg i have a horrible life. im gonna make things better for me" but really... when you kill yourself you dont take into consideration how your going to affect everyone elses life. you dont think about the people who care about you and love you. you make things difficult for others... all for you. if you have a problem, there are people here to help you. there is always ONE person who cares about you. at least one... why would someone think otherwise? you always have something to live for. things will appear shitty at the time but why would you throw away what could be it just doesnt make sense... suicide is sad, selfish, and stupid at once.

well there was my freaking gay entry. but i just felt like saying it so deal with it...