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[0basicallyme0]

ugh i fucking hate this shit. "it wont kill you to sit for an hour once a month and think of how you can be a better person and do good things in life." i hate the way she fucking talks. like shes some awesomely smart person... so deep and has so much feeling. i dont believe in organized religions i dont believe in church i barely believe in god... it makes me sick. shes so controlling it makes me fucking gag. and last night.. oh boy. last night i told her i was cold and that i thought there was something wrong with me cuz i am always always freezing... even when i sat in front of a fire for and hour i was freezing... so she told me that i was fine it was just that i sit in front of the computer to much... she told me that i should get up and do something... i was like and do what? she goes... well leah, make yourself useful... day by day your becoming more and more useless

i love my mom... she gives me words of encouragment every day of my fucking useless life...