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its so pathetic that i miss him. he was such a jerk to me. the other night, when mom came downstairs and i was stressed about my C in geometry and i missed alex and everything, me and her just stood down here while i cried and we talked about things, especially him, and both of us realized that i must not have known the REAL alex. i mean, when he was with me he seemed to be mr. perfect, but ever since the breakup, things seem to have changed. but oh well. i know i say this a lot, but i absolutely LOVE my friends! honestly, as great as my fam is, without my best friends i would be a 100% bonafide depressed chic(bonafide...there's a vocab word for ya, amber... it means "genuine"!). anyways, the thing is, whenever i see him in the hall or in band or anything and we make even the slightest amount of eye contact, my heart stops beating and i feel like i'm going to cry. i HATE it. caity doesn't even bother me as much anymore. its just him. ugh.
ok, so that was my rant.
nathan comes home this weekend, and i'm excited to see if we become friends this summer. i mean, amber and matt are hardcore bff now so it gives me some hope. who knows.
i think me and hannah are having a bff day tomorrow @ the mall! SWEET! i'm excited... it hasn't been just me and Han for a LONG time. so tomorrow's gonna be great. plus, we're seeing A Lot Like Love, and i need some romance in my life, so that should help. but, warning, i may bawl... i'm more emotional right now, i think.
i brought up my C... i now have a B! woot woot! that will be an A in 4 1/2 weeks - i hope!
well i'll talk to y'all (aka amber and katelin) later.
<3,
Drea
ok, so that was my rant.
nathan comes home this weekend, and i'm excited to see if we become friends this summer. i mean, amber and matt are hardcore bff now so it gives me some hope. who knows.
i think me and hannah are having a bff day tomorrow @ the mall! SWEET! i'm excited... it hasn't been just me and Han for a LONG time. so tomorrow's gonna be great. plus, we're seeing A Lot Like Love, and i need some romance in my life, so that should help. but, warning, i may bawl... i'm more emotional right now, i think.
i brought up my C... i now have a B! woot woot! that will be an A in 4 1/2 weeks - i hope!
well i'll talk to y'all (aka amber and katelin) later.
<3,
Drea