"I want True love, Ridiculous love, Can't-live-without-each-other love"

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well things here are....okay.... alright so they really took a turn for the worse, but its not TOO bad. one of my completely idiotic ideas came crashing down...... OUCH! lol but shit happens.... it was weird anyways. softball is kindof getting to me.... we have games all the time, and i get so tired and sore and hot and sweaty and dirty so i end up taking like hour long showers and by the time i'm done i'm so warn out i end up falling asleep at like 11:00 and then have to wake up at 6:00 the next morning for....ANOTHER game! :( . and people piss me off too..... especially lately.... y ask so many damn questions?! do u honestly care?! i bet they forget the answers to the questions in like 10 mins anyway.... oh well. SHIT! i missed the carnival......... :'( !!!!!!!!! i completely forgot about it............. that was one of the big things i was looking forward to all year.................. tomorrow is the last day and i bet it closes early cuz its sunday...... oh man!........... at least i still have the taste of chicago. that was another thing on my list, as well as the taste of p.r. (idk y... lol). well i've been talking 2 my roommate alot more, so thats good. i think we'll get along. shes sarcastic, wants 2 do a lot of the things i want 2 do, and seems really easy going lol so alls good there. actually i'm really glad she emailed me cuz b4 i really didnt want to go to mizzou cuz i didnt think i'd like anyone there, but now i think i'll be okay. and as it turns out, i wont miss people as much as i thought i would lol. (with a few exceptions).
alright well, thats all 4 now, goodnight. ~allie? ~allison?

p.s. i wanted to go to the carnival............ :' (