May 22, 2005 18:50
so.... yeah things are......(and i hate to use this phrase and em'll get a kick out of it i'm sure u can read this now....but...) out of control! its so f-ing hard to explain but WTF is going on?!?!?!?! ahhh i feel like i need to talk about it but i cant...... damn writing! okay... i'll try and write more when i know that everything's fine... l8r
okay, i'm gona attempt to write about what happened... i'll start with yesterday.... so we went to a party at this kid's house the party was..... ahhh it would have been alot better had this one kid not been there! eeewwww it was weird and freakish and there were other bad parts to it, but there were some okay things.... but anyways in an attempt to get away from "the kid" i went with L and L (lol) in the car for a drive...... to make a long story short she sped, and the cops followed us back to the party...... we pulled up and i saw everyone take off running, but i didnt see the cops so i didnt know what the fuck happened and it took me forever to get out of the damn car so everyone was gone and there were cops everywhere by the time i realized what was going on.... but yeah so in my sad attempt to get away, i was caught lol (thats a reaaaalllly long story) but eventually i left which was crazy as fuck cuz there were cop cars everywhere.... but yeah i ended up calling this other kid (who was drunk anyways.... i didnt know that til he got there...... but he saved my life so i cant complain) to come pick me up and then i spent the next hour in a car wanting to die cuz i thought the cops had my name... lol but they didnt and so now everything is all good (knock on wood!) and yeah L didn't get a dui or taken to jail so thats good too.... that whole night seems really surreal.... like that kind of stuff doesnt happen to me anymore! i came this close to going to see a movie that night! and there was a LARGE part of me that wanted to just stay in and watch a movie on my couch with my red blanket and mr. bear lol (yes, i am a loser! but its better than running from cops and killing myself in bushes lol)
the rest of my weekend was good tho lol i went to the beach alot, its amazing. went to kafein, saw "crash". I'M DELETING THE PART ABOUT SENIOR DITCH DAY NOW.....A MONTH LATER LOL FOR CERTAIN REASONS BUT YEAH..... Q'S JUST ASK
last home game ever is tomorrow its senior day i'm not gonna miss the games, but i dont feel as relieved as i thought i'd be that the season is over... oh well
SOX beat the cubs 2 out of 3 times :)!!! yay! lol i'm gonna go to a sox game june 14 (i think)
wow a week and a half left of school..... wow..... idk what to say about that yet......
hehe i'm half watching rush hour its kinda cute/funny
okay i'm done. oh...... i found out some pretty depressing news the other day........ :( i'll ttyl goodnight