don't say a word--just take my hand and i'll follow, i wont question you at all, just take me away
Well this'll be a quickie but AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH things are killing me i am so barely sane i need summer i can count the people that dont piss me off on 1 hand whatever i just dont care anymore i'm leaving lol 1 month from.......THursday! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i hate school (actually my grades are better than i thought...) and i hate softball (but i'm not alone we bashed it for like an hour straight on friday lol) and i hate all those people that go out of their way to annoy me (literally come from out of nowhere to piss the fuck out of me) and i hate psychos that cant take a hint (and are suffocating me) and i hate fuckers that yell at me for not doing what they want me to do and tell me that i dont care about anything or like anything or that i have no future NO i dont care about the things YOU care about or like the things YOU like and i have the future I want not the one YOU want for me................. i hope anyways......... i need a day away from this same fucking routine..................... its getting bad like real bad i came seconds away from a break down on friday it got ugly..... i'm actually not as bad as i sound i still have hope for summer and missouri and theres those handfull of people that are kool and keep my faith that there are some people in this world i can get along with :) oh well at least i got that out........
so yeah... like 12 school days left :0!!!! pretty sweet
and i gotta get a job this summer so i'm actually pretty excited about that and theres pistols and altho i complain about it taking up a lot of time its not so bad and i would rather play 24/7 with pistols than 1 hour a week with m.s. lol and tournaments are kool cuz they have good clothes and food lol
and lemme just say that being 18 is great
and once more, brownies are damn good
ya know what? maybe i should do something about everything that pisses me off...... maybe i should be like "shut the fuck up!" to those people that annoy me........ maybe i should ignore the people that dont leave me alone....... maybe i should hang out with only the people i do get along with...... i dont want to be so fucking edgy all the time........ maybe i'll work on it...... i dont know if i have the balls to do it...... but i'll try.......
bye for now....see ya next sunday..... :_( i'll meid eu! lol
i hate school (actually my grades are better than i thought...) and i hate softball (but i'm not alone we bashed it for like an hour straight on friday lol) and i hate all those people that go out of their way to annoy me (literally come from out of nowhere to piss the fuck out of me) and i hate psychos that cant take a hint (and are suffocating me) and i hate fuckers that yell at me for not doing what they want me to do and tell me that i dont care about anything or like anything or that i have no future NO i dont care about the things YOU care about or like the things YOU like and i have the future I want not the one YOU want for me................. i hope anyways......... i need a day away from this same fucking routine..................... its getting bad like real bad i came seconds away from a break down on friday it got ugly..... i'm actually not as bad as i sound i still have hope for summer and missouri and theres those handfull of people that are kool and keep my faith that there are some people in this world i can get along with :) oh well at least i got that out........
so yeah... like 12 school days left :0!!!! pretty sweet
and i gotta get a job this summer so i'm actually pretty excited about that and theres pistols and altho i complain about it taking up a lot of time its not so bad and i would rather play 24/7 with pistols than 1 hour a week with m.s. lol and tournaments are kool cuz they have good clothes and food lol
and lemme just say that being 18 is great
and once more, brownies are damn good
ya know what? maybe i should do something about everything that pisses me off...... maybe i should be like "shut the fuck up!" to those people that annoy me........ maybe i should ignore the people that dont leave me alone....... maybe i should hang out with only the people i do get along with...... i dont want to be so fucking edgy all the time........ maybe i'll work on it...... i dont know if i have the balls to do it...... but i'll try.......
bye for now....see ya next sunday..... :_( i'll meid eu! lol