Current Events
The other night I had a dream about Lance. In the dream, a large group of people, myself included, were told to meet at the Monroe Middle School gym, and we were sitting in the bleachers waiting to see what was up, and Lance walked in. Everyone got so upset and starting yelling and saying, "Why? Why would you do that?" And it got quiet when he tried to speak, but he got all choked up and started to cry, and I screamed at him, "Say something!!" And he opened his mouth to say something, but he couldn't say anything. So everyone left. I found him later at his mom's house, cause I felt like I should apologize, and he told me why he faked his death but I can't remember now what he said. I hugged him and said I was sorry, and he hugged me for five minutes and said, "I always hated that; you always gave such good hugs." And I cried and after I hugged him for a while, he said it was time he should get some rest. I told him goodnight and he said "I'll see you tomorrow, I promise." And I woke up and realized that it wasn't real, and I've been really upset about it. I keep thinking that he'll show up somewhere, but he won't. He's really gone. Fifteen years you know someone, fifteen years you spend laughing and crying and sharing so much, and then one day they're gone. And you wish you would have spent more time with them, but it's always too late. I keep having really vivid dreams as of late, and that one was just too hard to handle. I keep meeting friends on the other side...
Anyway...on a lighter note...
I've been seeing this guy named Brandan, and he is awesome. =] He's a wonderful guy and I feel really lucky to have met him. He's from Canada, no he doesn't say "eh" but he does play hockey. In fact he took me ice skating last week, and I made a fool of myself. I just hung onto his hands while he pulled me around. XD We saw Legion and it actually wasn't that bad. Last night he took me to an expensive steakhouse in town, bought a bottle of wine and everything. We were talking about traveling, and he said, "Let's go to Denver next weekend." I thought he was just messing around, but he is dead serious. So, we're going! I'm so excited! We're going to go see the aquarium and possibly catch a theater show. SO EXCITED I TELL YOU! WHOO! I have more to write about, but I'm watching Roxy and I think she needs a nap, so more some other day. Take care.
Anyway...on a lighter note...
I've been seeing this guy named Brandan, and he is awesome. =] He's a wonderful guy and I feel really lucky to have met him. He's from Canada, no he doesn't say "eh" but he does play hockey. In fact he took me ice skating last week, and I made a fool of myself. I just hung onto his hands while he pulled me around. XD We saw Legion and it actually wasn't that bad. Last night he took me to an expensive steakhouse in town, bought a bottle of wine and everything. We were talking about traveling, and he said, "Let's go to Denver next weekend." I thought he was just messing around, but he is dead serious. So, we're going! I'm so excited! We're going to go see the aquarium and possibly catch a theater show. SO EXCITED I TELL YOU! WHOO! I have more to write about, but I'm watching Roxy and I think she needs a nap, so more some other day. Take care.