Apr 26, 2005 22:20
Today I didn't go to school again so I slept till like 12:00 then I woke up at breakfast/lunch coco pebbles then I sat an watched TV till my momo came home an then I kept bothering him for a cig till he gave me one of course he did I always get my way I was going to go on the computer but then he got on oh well he gave me a cig I was happy since I couldn't go on the computer I went in my room an started writing a new poem in my room so far it's called past to presant I have sometimes don't you wish life could be put in reverse. change the things that happened for the best instead of the worst my life seems to suck no matter what I do but my life raelly sucks esppecally because of you do you no how it feel to get your heart torn out then steped on a million times no im guessing you don't cause you did it to mine i no i would never do it to someone else cause I no it feels like shit. an thats all I have so far im guessing if you no me well enough you no who it's about. after I did that I called Jamie an asked her what has been happening at school she said today Mike an Cody got in a fight she said she has never seen a fat person fly until today Mike gave Cody a bloody noise ha ha that fat ass deserved it he talks so much shit. Outher then that she said she thinks Logan is going out with Cassie but I don't think so cause that means her an Mike broke up if so that was fast. Right now my brother an my dad are fighting about stupid shit like who taught the dog it's tricks fuckin gay im also talkin to Alicia right now speeking of Marty today I went into his room to get my cell phone an I saw that hes growing weed plants in his room four of them I don't no if I should tell my mom or just let him be well I really don't no what else to right about so im done for tonight. I love Joshua Victor Spencer.