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haven't posted in a while, but i have a lot of shit on my brain (which is why i'm not fast asleep right now)
there are things about me i wish i could change. i wish it with all my bones. i don't understand why i can't. if i know what the problem is and i know it is a problem then why can't i fix it??
i think about things too much
it's affecting my relationship with boy
[not really... but i think it is]
[mostly i just think that i think about things too much which makes those things that i think about that much more of a bother and then i get even more upset and then i explode to boy and then i feel like even more of a bother.]
i hate it.
CHANGE, YOU FOOL! FIX IT!
there are things about me i wish i could change. i wish it with all my bones. i don't understand why i can't. if i know what the problem is and i know it is a problem then why can't i fix it??
i think about things too much
it's affecting my relationship with boy
[not really... but i think it is]
[mostly i just think that i think about things too much which makes those things that i think about that much more of a bother and then i get even more upset and then i explode to boy and then i feel like even more of a bother.]
i hate it.
CHANGE, YOU FOOL! FIX IT!