May 03, 2005 01:49
Well, I got let down by a close friend this week, I am almost nervous to look forward to anything anymore. Whenever I get excited, things fall through on me. It sucks being so jaded about everything, no one wants to be around me when Im grumpy. Im just about ready to disconnect myself from everything, shut down all systems except for life support and money acquisition unit. It feels like I have been telling the same lame story for years now too. I want my life back, I want to go back and make the right decisions, What are the chances of that happening?