Apr 19, 2005 23:07
My ambitions are lack luster. Everytime I have tried doing something spectacular I fell short. So, my ambitions are lack luster. Setting the bar lower sucks, but I am guessing that it only gets harder as life goes on. So this is what I am doing.
I think I was good enough to be what I wanted, but i think thats only half of what it takes. I think it takes a lot of luck to live out dreams.
What if i u told my old ambition was to be happy, and when I say im setting the bar lower I am saying that my new intention is to just try to keep from being unhappy. What if I told you life is a fucking joke. And that no one ever gets what they really want. Because thats not a trial, and if you arent living life on trial your missing the point. Fuck the point, I want to be happy. But no, I have to strive for mediocrity, because even that cant go smoothly.