Jan 22, 2006 23:03
Colin's already got an audition date for York,
I really need to send in my questionaire.
I can't figure out how to sign up for an audition with Ryerson or Concordia.
And I have to send in my application to NTS.
I need to call the days inn - i have to have the hospitality package done for the 30th.
And I need to study for my exam.
Livejournal is a very convenient list location.
I'm freaking exhausted from studying all day and I'm not even close to being done.
Between lunch tomorrow with Lance and his Dad and the workshop at night I don't know how I'm going to get it all crammed in.
I realize that I'm doing what I promised myself I wouldn't do - put Lance before my education. But really, what's more important? In the scale of things one percent on my report card is not worth missing out on the good times with the man I love.
I can see people not understanding how after everything he and I are the way we are, and to be quite honest I don't even know. But it makes me very happy, and right now I feel like it's the only thing I can rely on. With an unsure future, a past full of regrets and friends I don't even know it's a wonderful thing to have someone there with you, and I am so thankful.