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okay so here goes. I work at a garage that pimps your ride. I am the only girl besides the sales lady that works part time. I deal with lots o sexist shit. I am a tomboy by nature, ther fore should not be a threat. as much as I try thugh, it makes no never mind. I constantly deal with "what is she fucking blonde?!" shit all day long. just the other day I was working in the sign shop with my part time help who is a guy and we both have a bfa in graphic design from umd...my boss actually came in and started giving the guy awsome design projects telling him that "we'll put your education to use" and I was sitting 3 feet away, with them fully knowing that I have the same degree and a much higher work ethic that this other little testosterone pumping prick...acutally, I'm certain that I have more testosterone in my system than that little idiot!! i am sooooo pissed! then I have to deal with my boyfriend who loves to complain to the tv when the media portrays women as ranting finatics with waaay too much emotion that the guys on the show should just beat her to shut her up! and when I get mad, he says "dont worry you know that i'm just kidding, I would never hit a woman" yah sure. that's why your telling me right here and know that you would like nothing better than to punch a woman that is upset no matter if it was the guys fault or not. I swear, I'm not a femanazi, but the men around here are making me change! I hate this!! what does it take to be a female that wants nothing more than to be herself... by that I mean human with emotions and needs, not superhuman lady like that dosent say anything, and accepts expensive gifts at holidays as pay back for a guys awful behavior. I tell ya, put me in the ring with any of them and i'll do some damage!!! I hate this! how is a girl supposed to feel like a useful memeber of society listening to this - unless she caves in and is barefoot and pregnant washing dishes? I need a vacation!! Dont get me wrong, I know women can be crazy, it is happens from dealing with shit like this! something needs to change, and it's not happening fast enough! I need a nap, then a good round with a punching bag that bleeds. Feel free to comment in any manner, I need to hear it!