just stuff
So wadda ya do... mommy and daddy say you should move, you like where you are just hate the details like jobs bla bla bla. hind sight is 20 20 and lets face it, mommy and daddy have been in the world longer, but damn. this sucks. What happened to finish college and start your new and exiting life? college was so much more fun! this is just boring. go to work, be unappreciated, pay bills, have no money, be a slave to your checkbook...grrrr. I am thinking dillusion and a padded room are WAY better than this. How do crazy people get their brains to ignore everything else? I saw a crazy guy walking down the street talking to himself completely oblivious to the rest of the world and ya know what? he was bilssfully happy. I walk down the street cringing cause I know what I have to do tomorrow and the next day and the next day and know that I need to make a buck to pay to live (again bla bla bla) and the only thing I can do about it is come home and try to cheer my self up until the next time I have to go out in the world. Maybe it's a little winter blues, but shit, it's winter here lots! How does everyone else do it? I mean like married couples with kids and jobs.. where did all that come from? and Why is it so hard to find??? Not to say that I want a husband and kids... but it's the general idea. I can just be content with going to work and comming home. I need an adventure!! college was an adventure and now it's done. Maybe I just need a challenge. My work obviously dosent measure up... Seriously folks, what do to, what to do. i'm still thinking about conquering a small country... at least it would give me something to do. I think it is simply that I need more than decaling vehicles to keep me entertained. Duh.