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i never dont feel like shit... even when i sleep. i had the worst day ever. i woke up and literally couldnt get out of bed like i had to walk with my legs bent cuz i couldnt hold myself up with them straight. i couldnt really take a full shower cuz my arms were shaking and i couldnt hold my arms up or pick up the bottles of shampoo and stuff. and i didnt really put any make up on cuz i couldnt be anywhere with too much light or id get reeeeally dizzy so i sat in the dark of my room and managed to spread some powder on my face and crawl into my clothes. on the drive to school i went in and out of being awake and being asleep. i cant remember some of the ride. and i got to school and it hurt so bad to walk up the one flight of stairs to the second floor. like it hurt to breath and to move. so taks was pretty shitty too. i mean i felt like i was gonna throw up the whole time and my eyes would blur and sting and so it took me a little longer to finish the test. then my dad came and picked me up and went home and watched holes then layed down and passed out from 2 til 7 and woke up and didnt feel any better. what kind of weird effing disease is this? i think im dying seriously i think if i had tried to go up more than one flight of stairs before taks i would have passed out. but whatever ill be okay eventually i always am.
so on to better things. im gonna start voice lessons (ya know where they teach ya how to sing) and ive decided im going to learn how to sing cold by crossfade(acoustic of course). i mean i sing it now... and the range isnt difficult so i can hit most of the notes but i wanna learn how to sing it right. and i also decided i wanted to be able to play it on guitar so janelle, being the sweetie that she is, is going to teach me how to play. im really excited. im exicted about coming back junior year and being really different. maybe we'll actually have some cute guys at our school(that are worth going for).
basically im writing this entry to aviod writing my english essay thats due tomorrow. i dont feel good, i shouldnt have to do it. im gonna go into him again tomorrow morning and ask for an extension... maybe this time he'll actually give it to me. but im gonna have a crappy essay ready just incase so at least it wont be a zero. k well i guess i better work on my essay.
Love yall with allllllll my heart.
~aimée~
P.S
if i die, yall still have to drink on my birthday in my honor, k?
so on to better things. im gonna start voice lessons (ya know where they teach ya how to sing) and ive decided im going to learn how to sing cold by crossfade(acoustic of course). i mean i sing it now... and the range isnt difficult so i can hit most of the notes but i wanna learn how to sing it right. and i also decided i wanted to be able to play it on guitar so janelle, being the sweetie that she is, is going to teach me how to play. im really excited. im exicted about coming back junior year and being really different. maybe we'll actually have some cute guys at our school(that are worth going for).
basically im writing this entry to aviod writing my english essay thats due tomorrow. i dont feel good, i shouldnt have to do it. im gonna go into him again tomorrow morning and ask for an extension... maybe this time he'll actually give it to me. but im gonna have a crappy essay ready just incase so at least it wont be a zero. k well i guess i better work on my essay.
Love yall with allllllll my heart.
~aimée~
P.S
if i die, yall still have to drink on my birthday in my honor, k?