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ugh i feel like a total fat ass. i gained alot of fat really fast and i seriously gross myself out. so im doing everything i can to lose all of it before my birthday so i can look as planned. so i know this is gonna be really unhealthy but im desperate... so i dont eat for two full days then on the third day i eat a sandwich in the evening and thats it. i mean ill drink tons of water and stuff throughout the day but other than that... nothing. and i know that when you dont eat you lose muscle along with fat so to counteract that im working out everyday and going running and stuff like that. im gonna keep doing this till my birthday which is in two weeks. yeah yeah i know its aweful but everything else takes too long. ill slow it down after my birthday. and i know people are gonna be like youre gonna gain more weight than lose it cuz when you do it your body will hold on to it... but ive done this before and it works like a charm. im not sick or anything dont worry... just a little self concious i guess. k so thats all about that.
im getting my car on sat!!!! my car is insured and the insurance company is waiting til i turn 16 so they can insure me and take lots of our money since im a teenager. god im sooooooooooo excited about my birthday!!!!
so yeah... i like a boy... damnit. i mean... i like him ALOT. i didnt realize it till today but i do... and im embarrassed a little bit. i know no one else thinks hes cute and i know hes really weird... but i like him. i realized it today when i couldnt stop thinking about him for some reason and when we were in class and he got put on a different team and i was really sad especailly when we tried to trade onto the same team and we couldnt. crushes are so great if they like you back... but i dunno if he does... i mean he flirts like he does but some people are just naturally flirty... right? ugh anyways thats enough.
hope everyones day was good. love ya!
~aimée~
im getting my car on sat!!!! my car is insured and the insurance company is waiting til i turn 16 so they can insure me and take lots of our money since im a teenager. god im sooooooooooo excited about my birthday!!!!
so yeah... i like a boy... damnit. i mean... i like him ALOT. i didnt realize it till today but i do... and im embarrassed a little bit. i know no one else thinks hes cute and i know hes really weird... but i like him. i realized it today when i couldnt stop thinking about him for some reason and when we were in class and he got put on a different team and i was really sad especailly when we tried to trade onto the same team and we couldnt. crushes are so great if they like you back... but i dunno if he does... i mean he flirts like he does but some people are just naturally flirty... right? ugh anyways thats enough.
hope everyones day was good. love ya!
~aimée~