today
i weighed 2 lbs heavier when i woke up today, after i ate half a salad. (yeah, didn't finish the salad after that) then I feel back asleep, woke up and i weighed 3lbs lighter. so i think that is more accurate. i mean i know i didn't do great yesterday, but come on.
my boyfriend thinks that i worry to much about my appearance, and felt that i was pressuring him to lose weight because i mentioned a few times that we should join a gym together. it made me feel awful, he's perfect. i want him to be healthier overall because of some health problems, but mainly i wanted us to go to the gym together because if we start i know i'll go more often and he won't think anything is weird about it.
then he started lecturing me about consistancy if i wanted to be healthier and i about lost it. he always wants to give me advice about everything but on this subject, i can not hear it. so he got mad at me for getting mad at him. i was being kind of a crab and threw things in his face. he said that he didn't like me any other size and that he really didn't want me to lose weight. i told him tough cookies because
people
change.
my boyfriend thinks that i worry to much about my appearance, and felt that i was pressuring him to lose weight because i mentioned a few times that we should join a gym together. it made me feel awful, he's perfect. i want him to be healthier overall because of some health problems, but mainly i wanted us to go to the gym together because if we start i know i'll go more often and he won't think anything is weird about it.
then he started lecturing me about consistancy if i wanted to be healthier and i about lost it. he always wants to give me advice about everything but on this subject, i can not hear it. so he got mad at me for getting mad at him. i was being kind of a crab and threw things in his face. he said that he didn't like me any other size and that he really didn't want me to lose weight. i told him tough cookies because
people
change.