Deep in Thought...
Seems I'm like this a lot lately.
Mom and I started putting up Christmas decorations today. We put up the tree and decorated it the same way we have as long as I can remember. We put on lights, ribbons, balls, angels, bells, roses and babys breath. It always looks so pretty. Mom put up the stalkings and the horn is on the door. Should be like any other Christmas...
But its not so much the same. Its funny how such wonderful holidays can turn so depressing. No wonder there are so many sad people in this world. Where did the sense of family go to? Why don't people care anymore? It's all really sad and it makes me so mad. How families get split in half, making holidays difficult emotionally, and families that are still together just don't give a damn about each other, or at least don't act like it.
I'll try to make this a good Christmas, put a smile on my face, hope things will be more normal this year. I hate that I'm a "posession". I hate that because I'm with one parent the other is sitting at home, alone, with nobody to share the holiday with. I HATE IT!
The only thing I want for Christmas is the same thing I've wanted the past few years...
For things to be okay
For everyone to have a good day and be happy
To just get along for one moment, long enough to enjoy what is supposed to be a precious memory together
I'm not holding my breath...but it'd be nice.
Mom and I started putting up Christmas decorations today. We put up the tree and decorated it the same way we have as long as I can remember. We put on lights, ribbons, balls, angels, bells, roses and babys breath. It always looks so pretty. Mom put up the stalkings and the horn is on the door. Should be like any other Christmas...
But its not so much the same. Its funny how such wonderful holidays can turn so depressing. No wonder there are so many sad people in this world. Where did the sense of family go to? Why don't people care anymore? It's all really sad and it makes me so mad. How families get split in half, making holidays difficult emotionally, and families that are still together just don't give a damn about each other, or at least don't act like it.
I'll try to make this a good Christmas, put a smile on my face, hope things will be more normal this year. I hate that I'm a "posession". I hate that because I'm with one parent the other is sitting at home, alone, with nobody to share the holiday with. I HATE IT!
The only thing I want for Christmas is the same thing I've wanted the past few years...
For things to be okay
For everyone to have a good day and be happy
To just get along for one moment, long enough to enjoy what is supposed to be a precious memory together
I'm not holding my breath...but it'd be nice.