BOWLIN FRENZY

[0_anonymous_5]

HELLOOOO.....THIS WEEKEND WAS A BLAST....I CRASHED A CHEERLEADER/ GIRLS BASKETBALL TEAM BANQUET!!!....ME AND MY THRILL SEEKIN FRIEND MARCUS SHOWED UP AT THE INVITE ONLY BANQUET AND WALKED IN LIKE EVERYTHING WAS COO..(AVOIDIN EYE CONTACT OF THE SPEAKER)....WE SAT DOWN AND ACTED AS IF WE WERE SUPPOSE TO BE THERE...AND WE ATE LIKE A FAT MAN AT A ALL U

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[drug_ofafiend_]

you seem overly happy, so on the inside do you hurt?

-JUST WONDERING!

no.....

[0_anonymous_5]

no...i dont hurt...im jsut happy thats all....i have all the components of happiness:
god-family-friends-money-academics-athletics-personality-humor-looks-etc....i just love life..thats all...nothin too much...nuthin too little...everything jsut seems like its at equillibrium...thats all....not al people hide their pain with smiles....(prays for sweets!)......

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[drug_ofafiend_]

geesh! thats really good, i wish i could be that darn happy and have all of that as well, ...oh well

Re: no.....this is from april 7th entry

[0_anonymous_5]

ONLY OUR OWN SEARCHING FOR HAPPINESS PREVENTS US FROM SEEING IT. IT IS LIKE A VIVID RAINBOW WHICH YOU PURSUE WITHOUT EVER CATCHING IT, OR A DOG CHASING ITS OWN TAIL. ALTHOUGH PEACE AND HAPPINESS DO NOT EXIST AS AN ACTUAL THING OR PLACE, THEY ARE ALWAYS AVAILABLE, AND ACCOMPANY YOU EVERY INSTANT.
............................GENDUN RINPOCHE.................................
THIS QUOTE ROCKS AND IS OH SO VERY TRUE! SO READ IT UNDERSTAND IN DISECT IT AND PUT IT TO USE! JSUT A WORD FORM THE WISE TO THE WISE AND NOW I SHALL PASS IT ON.....

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[sweetslikeme]

Morg dont listen to vance he acts like he's mister invincible we ALL get downsometimes and he does too.
he's my bestest friend and he knows better than what he's sayin to you on here
VANCERS YOU BETTER STOP TRYIN TO BE SOME BIG MAN
LYFE JENNINGS SAID MEN CRY TOO!

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[0_anonymous_5]

sweets!..dont u try to steal my sunshine!...i aint sayin i never have problems cuz i do!...as a matter of fact i have a serious problem goin on right now...life threatening actually.(i shall speak to u on dat issue lata)....ive been doin some cryin lately but its been a mixture of pain fear and happiness, but i refuse to let things make me live my life uneasy and painful...i make the best of my situations and with god i kno everything will turn out great..thats all...i kno i aint supermsn and all that bull....i just pray and give all of my worries to god..let him del with em..i kno hecn handle them much better tahn i can...so be happy and love life..cuz i sure do!...I LOVE LIFE!

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[sweetslikeme]

shut up i know.
god do you want to fight or something
lets go