we must live our own lives....
as u could see frmo my last entry...i went through a night of derpression.....life had me down and out..that night i could have been before Jesus himself and stil been depressed....but now i realize.....I must live my own life!......i cant allow anyone else to dictate how i feel.....i must not let anyone step in the way of my happiness..it may seem a little self-centered but i jsut love bein happy...and me sittin around and cryin isnt gonna make anything better...i jsut have to pray...so now..im back to my normal self......in other news.....my best friend since 1st grade is comin home from jail to visit on sunday.....damn dilinquent....but hes a good kid at times...hes a great friend....there are few people i call friends and he is at the top of that list.....hes like a brother....i mean...he been locked up for a year and outta 365 days i been at his house about 310 of those days and he aint even been there.....thats my second family...but he comes home for a visit from sunday to wednesday and he comes home for good May 22........Hey....im back without a prom date...i had to let one go...she was jsut to irritating and we had nothing in common....i think i let some of the male nature get ahead of me....excuse my male talk but..jsut becuz she had a body i thought would be good in a dress i kinda sort of asked her...but i had to let her go...so im either goin solo or ther is someone out there who is solo and lookin......i guess im sorta lookin cuz the way its set up so far its gonna be 4 in one truck and 4 in da other for prom...i gotta get a fourth person.....well im gettin kinda long winded so ima get back at yall...see ya lata...and until next tim....I LOVE LIFE......NO MORE TEARS CUZ LIFE IS GRAND!