The best way to prepare for life is to begin to live.
I find that I mostly make these things... When I am bored. o_O Or else when I have some sort of video to post. Unfortunately... I have no video! Not that they are exciting in the first place.
Let's see, what has been happening. Nothing, nothing, and a little more nothing. Apparently I've given up my job search for now because I only have about three months left. No one would bother hiring someone who was staying for only a couple months (I'd quit before Comic-con) and I'm not going to lie and say I expect to be around for a while (-cough-Jennifer-cough). I KNOW I'm only going to be here this long and any potential job deserves to know that truth as well. If I haven't got a job because I'm truthful, then I don't want to get a job like that.
Speaking of, Comic-con is just around the corner! Jackets have come in and they look gorgeous. Just need some pants and shoes. The shoes will be the difficult part! But oh, and I need that wig soon, if I can just find a good one. I totally lost my link. =D
I wonder if it is hormones or what, but I feel lonely a lot lately... I'm getting ready for college and all that, and I will be gone in a few months, so it'd be wonderful to see my friends on occasion. A complaint I am constantly discussing on this stupid thing. Ha. Maybe one day it'll sink in. And not be turned around to "I'm so busy, can't you understand that? D=" Well, of course I understand that... I'm not an idiot. But if you can't learn to live a life balancing both pleasure and duty then your life is going to utterly suck. Listen well, listen good. When I'm gone I DON'T plan to come back. Occasional holidays, but otherwise ladies and gents I am out.
On a lighter note, if one could call it that, I've totally been drawn in to J-Dramas. Well, alright... So I'm just watching one at the moment, but it isn't like I can watch three at the same time or anything. I've caught up to all my animes besides KKM but there is just too much of it to watch in one setting and I don't plan to attempt that. Actually, I'm almost finished with my drama too, I'll have to hunt down something more dramatic and such after that. Even my mangas are caught up!
UGH, I'm so booooooooooooooooooooored.
And my mother is frustrating me into nonsense. Bothering me about housing, tuition, and crap like that. Pushing me and pushing me until I am so pissed off that there is nothing but anger and sarcasm for me to respond with. Then she gets pissed off because I'm not doing what SHE wants. But that's how it's always been. If it isn't done immediately for her, in her way, then she hates everyone and everyone hates her. It's her magical logic that doesn't make any sense. Yaaay...
Instead of being less bored, and typing something light... I've succeeded in making myself a little more angry! =O That's not the way it's supposed to work.
"It isn't your fault. In a different way than those Choshu men... You were also unlucky. That's all there is to it." "That's all? A man was killed and left in the street... And that's all there is to it?" "... Yes." "Even people from Choshu are someone's children. Or someone's parents or something. How can you say-!" "I am not a child of man... Know that I... Am a child of demons."
Follow the code of the Shinsengumi.
"Ultimately though... It is your choice to make. If you wish to become stronger. If you wish to have your revenge. Then... Abandon your humanity and take up the sword."
(Ignore this, for personal use only. =D)
Let's see, what has been happening. Nothing, nothing, and a little more nothing. Apparently I've given up my job search for now because I only have about three months left. No one would bother hiring someone who was staying for only a couple months (I'd quit before Comic-con) and I'm not going to lie and say I expect to be around for a while (-cough-Jennifer-cough). I KNOW I'm only going to be here this long and any potential job deserves to know that truth as well. If I haven't got a job because I'm truthful, then I don't want to get a job like that.
Speaking of, Comic-con is just around the corner! Jackets have come in and they look gorgeous. Just need some pants and shoes. The shoes will be the difficult part! But oh, and I need that wig soon, if I can just find a good one. I totally lost my link. =D
I wonder if it is hormones or what, but I feel lonely a lot lately... I'm getting ready for college and all that, and I will be gone in a few months, so it'd be wonderful to see my friends on occasion. A complaint I am constantly discussing on this stupid thing. Ha. Maybe one day it'll sink in. And not be turned around to "I'm so busy, can't you understand that? D=" Well, of course I understand that... I'm not an idiot. But if you can't learn to live a life balancing both pleasure and duty then your life is going to utterly suck. Listen well, listen good. When I'm gone I DON'T plan to come back. Occasional holidays, but otherwise ladies and gents I am out.
On a lighter note, if one could call it that, I've totally been drawn in to J-Dramas. Well, alright... So I'm just watching one at the moment, but it isn't like I can watch three at the same time or anything. I've caught up to all my animes besides KKM but there is just too much of it to watch in one setting and I don't plan to attempt that. Actually, I'm almost finished with my drama too, I'll have to hunt down something more dramatic and such after that. Even my mangas are caught up!
UGH, I'm so booooooooooooooooooooored.
And my mother is frustrating me into nonsense. Bothering me about housing, tuition, and crap like that. Pushing me and pushing me until I am so pissed off that there is nothing but anger and sarcasm for me to respond with. Then she gets pissed off because I'm not doing what SHE wants. But that's how it's always been. If it isn't done immediately for her, in her way, then she hates everyone and everyone hates her. It's her magical logic that doesn't make any sense. Yaaay...
Instead of being less bored, and typing something light... I've succeeded in making myself a little more angry! =O That's not the way it's supposed to work.
"It isn't your fault. In a different way than those Choshu men... You were also unlucky. That's all there is to it." "That's all? A man was killed and left in the street... And that's all there is to it?" "... Yes." "Even people from Choshu are someone's children. Or someone's parents or something. How can you say-!" "I am not a child of man... Know that I... Am a child of demons."
Follow the code of the Shinsengumi.
"Ultimately though... It is your choice to make. If you wish to become stronger. If you wish to have your revenge. Then... Abandon your humanity and take up the sword."
(Ignore this, for personal use only. =D)