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grrr and double grrr.
sons pay for the sins of the father. why do i have to pay for my own? where's karmic credit? buy now, pay later? maybe i'll just upgrade and claim "not backward compatible." i shouldn't have signed the license agreement so many years ago. but where would i be then/now? i've tried a thousand combinations with no luck. somehow, i feel like i have missed something. something simple. something that bypasses linear number lines and connects the pointy ends with the smoothest curves you can imagine. like a switch. or a word. a little word, not one of those big long german words that means "small-word-that-connects-the-pointy-ends-of-the-linear-number-line."
in case you were wondering, this was not for you.
this is. i don't share things with you to get you to change. i share things with you so you can understand the ways that i have already changed. i can't read anymore. he is always around and i don't like what he does to the furniture. i quit. next time will be my turn. take my silence as compassion, i fear what might fall under my charge.
and _you_. you know who you are. you, too, were there. you are an important part of my new world order. stand your post and await further instructions. prepare yourself.
so you should think in this way of all this fleeting world: as a star at dawn, a bubble in a stream, a dewdrop, a flash of lightning in a summer cloud, a flickering lamp, a phantom, and a dream.
today: prepare
tomorrow: transfer
saturday: reset
sons pay for the sins of the father. why do i have to pay for my own? where's karmic credit? buy now, pay later? maybe i'll just upgrade and claim "not backward compatible." i shouldn't have signed the license agreement so many years ago. but where would i be then/now? i've tried a thousand combinations with no luck. somehow, i feel like i have missed something. something simple. something that bypasses linear number lines and connects the pointy ends with the smoothest curves you can imagine. like a switch. or a word. a little word, not one of those big long german words that means "small-word-that-connects-the-pointy-ends-of-the-linear-number-line."
in case you were wondering, this was not for you.
this is. i don't share things with you to get you to change. i share things with you so you can understand the ways that i have already changed. i can't read anymore. he is always around and i don't like what he does to the furniture. i quit. next time will be my turn. take my silence as compassion, i fear what might fall under my charge.
and _you_. you know who you are. you, too, were there. you are an important part of my new world order. stand your post and await further instructions. prepare yourself.
so you should think in this way of all this fleeting world: as a star at dawn, a bubble in a stream, a dewdrop, a flash of lightning in a summer cloud, a flickering lamp, a phantom, and a dream.
today: prepare
tomorrow: transfer
saturday: reset