::light bulb::

Jan 08, 2004 19:32

Just remembered how freaked out i was yesterday morning.

I was on the bus stuck in traffic on route 1.
The opposite side of the highway was empty and then we came up to a car with a bullet hole in the windshield. The driver's side door was open, and there were clothes on the ground. Next to the clothes were 3 puddles of blood. Three dark red frisbee sized puddles of blood. I'd have to say that that was one of the MOST freakiest moments of my life. The sight just caught my eye and I was kind of mesmorized for a couple minutes. Someone actually died. Right there. I went past it today and could'nt help but stare at the now dried dark red spots on the pavement. It was the closest I have ever come to death. To be honest I was scared shit. What if that was me? What if i died tomorrow? Would people care? What would their reactions be? Am I living my life right?..

I could go on forever. Needless to say I was in a weird mood that day.

Kristen invited me to a 'Pietasters' show sometime this month. From what she tells me, it sounds like I should be in for a good time. Its ska too, so how can it NOT be a good time.

This weekend is coming up fast. Tomorrow if friday. Holy shit man. I have no idea what I'm doin this weekend.

Skank it up kids.

Cas.

[Grenade in heart with the pin pulled, about to explode.Love on the rocks, cardiac shock, i'm turning blue..Drunken Angel!You're never going to heaven.DRUNKEN ANGEL! You're never going to heaven.]
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