Ho Ho Ho.
I just got back from the outlets and I got some stuff. My dad owed me 2 outfits from last christmas so I got those and I like them. Finally finished kristens present-she'll like it. So nothin much goin on over hurr :]. I don't know what to do about my family siutaion. Okay well I go and see my dad 2 or three times a year. It's either cali where my aunt lives, AZ where my dad lives, or IL where my grandparents live. This christmas break its IL. Most people think its awesome to get away and go somewhere but I'm gettin kinda sick of going out over christmas. I'm leaving the DAY AFTER CHRISTMAS and I won't get back untill the day before new years. So my whole break is kinda spent in the middle of a corn field in IL. And its alot of packing and unpacking. I guess I'm kinda being a little bitch about it considering i do get a second christmas and all. It's just I kinda feel like its not a vacation when I'm running all over the country just waiting to come home. My dad said if I ever feel like this, to just not come out because he does'nt want me being unhappy. But I'm never gonna tell him that, he would be so sad :[. So I guess I'll be continuing my ritual from now untill im 21.
Hopefully I'll be going out to AZ for college where I can meet new people and live in phoenix and have it be cheap cus im a legal citizen there. (My dad lives there so i get the university's for alot less than if he didnt live there.)
I need to meet new people. Like brian was awesome but somewhere it wasnt working. It was between making my friend cry herself to sleep everynight over it, or the whole commitment thing. Idk lol. And then alex..ya know..lol. Well that kinda went down the drain cus were fucking cousins or something crazy like that. I mean what are the chances. I like a new guy and hes my cousin.. WHY ME?!
Okay im tired of typing.
Cas.
Hopefully I'll be going out to AZ for college where I can meet new people and live in phoenix and have it be cheap cus im a legal citizen there. (My dad lives there so i get the university's for alot less than if he didnt live there.)
I need to meet new people. Like brian was awesome but somewhere it wasnt working. It was between making my friend cry herself to sleep everynight over it, or the whole commitment thing. Idk lol. And then alex..ya know..lol. Well that kinda went down the drain cus were fucking cousins or something crazy like that. I mean what are the chances. I like a new guy and hes my cousin.. WHY ME?!
Okay im tired of typing.
Cas.