Mar 17, 2009 17:32
so I'm about to head to work. I work from 6-close so I will be there for awhile...like midnightish. "Chris" wants to hang out tonight. I really like him a lot. We were both completely sober yesterday and talked about "what we are". As in...what our relationship is. I told him it was up to him because he just got out of a relationship.
He said "ok well we are together". In St. Louis, the definition of "together" means you are seeing each other exclusively but have no labels attached..so you're technically not boyfriend/girlfriend.
He invited me to sleepover but I said no like a good girl!!! He was like ok text me when you get home so I know you made it home all right. I texted "hey I'm home. good night!!" ad he texted back "good night girlfriend".
WHAT THE FUCK?!?!? confusing much?!??!?! I went running today and almost died it was so hot outside. Gotta love the Texas heat. I laid out as well. I took my new diet pill that I ordered over the internet- Phentramin-D.
I didn't take it with any food because I've been fasting today. I have hit a plateau. I've been 106 for like 2 weeks now. I'm hoping that the exercise, diet pills, and eating very little will spike up my weight loss. I want to be 98 lbs! That is my goal. I really don't want to go much further down than that...maybe down to 90-92 lbs. When I get there I will just try to maintain that and tone up and get some great abs!
I MUST be 98 by the time I go on vacation with my family this summer in July. I'm sure I can reach my goal by then...HOPEFULLY??? or else I will be a complete failure.
I also took 3 hydrocodone and am feeling very light and bubbly. I feel very warm inside and a little tired. It's time for me to go to work! Hasta Luego.